Dilamun Rindu

jom2 layan lagu ni..memang best giler...

Mengapa ketika bila aku sendirian,

Terkenang kenangan waktu kita bersama,

Pilu rasa hati bila engkau tiada disisi..

Indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku, 

Seakan dunia milik kita berdua,

Kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu..

Mengapa kau menghilangkan dirimu,

Katakanlah salahku,

Sehingga kau hancurkan hidupku..wooo...

Berikanlah kesempatan,

Untuk aku menjelaskan,

Agar engkau kan fahami,

Apa yg telah terjadi,

Tak perlu kau meragui,

Ketulusan hati ini,

Kerna aku disalah mengerti..

Tidak pernah pun terlintas,

Untuk aku menduakan,

Kerna ku telah berjanji,

Cinta kita kan abadi,

Tak perlu kau mengkhianati,

Cinta yang luhur dan murni,

Diatas tohmahan orang lain..

Indah waktu itu,

Bila engkau disampingku,

Seakan dunia milik kita berdua,

Kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu..

It's Hard To Move On

Tell me how a love that was once so strong
And last for so long
Can all the sudden be gone
I feel like I just lost my best friend
When will the heartache and heartbreak end
I feel really sad but I don't feel like crying
I want to have her back but I don't feel like trying
I'm stressed and depressed, My life is a mess
Tell me god, is this a test?
And if it is, then give me a break
Its more than I can take
Maybe I could have had her back, but not that its too late
I can't quit thinking of the memories we shared
And when I think about them, it leaves me in despair
Because I cared for this girl, loved her with all my heart
And its tearing me apart, to know that we're apart
But what can I do, but hold on, be strong
Like 2Pac said, life goes on
But it feels so wrong that she's gone, out of my life
But who am I to choose whats wrong or right?
So I write this song, in hopes that it will help me move on
I've been holding this pain in my brain for so long
I'm just trying to make a change and go on
But its strange since its been so long since we broke up
And since I still have feelings for her
Maybe it was true love

LONELY AM I

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife

Lonely is this court room
Lonely is my sentence
So lonely am I that I ask for repentance.

When I Fall In Love

 When I fall in love, 

I want to be with her,
always..

In happiness,
to smile with her,
and be the one,
to hug her near..

In sadness,
to cry with her,
and be the one,
to dry her tears..

When I fall in love,
I will spend my every waking,
and sleeping moments,
with her..

And catch each moment in its
eternally
lovely form.

When I fall in love,
I will miss her,
the very moment,
I say 'goodbye'..

And my heart will yearn for,
the very moment,
I say 'hello'..

When I fall in love,
all my old hurts and pains,
will seem lost, 

and faded away..

And I will be strong and brave,
once again..

When I fall in love,
I want you to be happy,
always, ever.. 

And feel like,
the happiest person,
of them all..

Because that's

what I will feel,

when I fall in love,

with YOU...

Isnin oh Isnin..alaahaii...

hellooo..morning all,ehhe..chewah2,buat2 happy lak..padahal mmg bosan gila + x suka ari isnin..haha..kenapa..?? coz ari isnin la permulaan ari untuk bekerja,setelah bercuti pada sabtu dan ahad...aarrghh, memang malas gila...wlaupun naz ni sabtu and ahad pun keje gak,tp ari isnin la yg paling mengeliat kaw2 pnya,haha...time bangun tdo pun rasa mcm nk smbung balik je..pergh,tgok tilam dgn bantal tu,adoi...tmbah2 adik plak dok sedap je pejam mata smbil peluk bntal peluk dia,aiyaarkk...bergear iman den,huhu..tp nk wat cmna,dh memang tggungjawab...hmm,xpe2..i'll try my best...try2..trryyy...try lagi...erk...huuaarrgghhhhhh,ermm.. NGANTOK SEYH....!!!!!

Adik angkat..??? Abang angkat..???

hmm,tajuk yg agak sensitif bagi sesetengah org..hehe.. nape naz wat isu ni..??haa,ada la sebab musababnye,haha...isu yang agak x berkenan utk diri naz... hmm,nk tau nape..?? coz ada la..hehe...
Ok2, sblum tu naz nk tnya..sape yg ada adk or abg angkat..? haa,soalan ni utk gurls je k..yg guy,xyah jwb..haha.. confirm2 msti 90% gurls ada adk or abg angkat kan...ahaa,actually x slah kalo kita nk beradik or berabang angkat ni..tmbah plak utk sape2 yg xda adk bradik laki kan..msti tringin nk rasa ada adk or abg kan...
hmm,isu ni naz saje nk ckp,bkn pe sbb dulu dh penah jadi kat naz...agak x berkenan gak la dgn isu ni,sbb tu agak anti skit,hehe...nk tau nape..??haa,meh2 sini nk story skit..bnda ni bkn jadi kat naz sorang je,tp kat mber2 naz pun kena gak... dulu kitorang ni ada la gulfren masing2... suma saling syg menyayangi..msing2 bahagia je.. tp lepas bape bulan,gulfren masing2 dh pndai cari abg angkat sndiri..ada gak yg amik adk angkat..naz x mrah sbnarnya,mcm tu gak dgn mber2 yg len..as long pndai jaga diri,its ok..tp msalahnyer skrg, bila dh ada abg or adk angkat,haa mula la..kita ni jadi x bape pnting dh...kalo gado skit je,even bnda kecik skalipun,msti ngadu kat abg angkat..abg angkat plak,apa lagi..mula la pjuk2 la..knon diorang la yg lbeh caring....then dipendekkan cite,si dia tggalkan naz,and pergi kat abg angkat dia...siap kantoi dpn mata lagi..snggup ptuskan hubungan kitorang..hmm,tp xpe,naz redha je..nak wat cmna,maybe xda jdoh kan.. mcm tu gak la dgn kes adk2 angkat ni.. kadang2 time bosan2,sms la dgn adk angkat...sms x salah..stakat bertegur,lepas rindu..xda prob sgt..tp nk lepas rindu pun agak2 la..skit2 adk angkat,skit2 adk angkat...kadang2 ada yg sayang adk angkat lebih dari bf sndiri..hmm,x smua la kan,juz sesetengah je yg cmtu..hmm,tp xpe la..naz berdoa harap2 pasni kalo naz dah ada gf,naz harap dia leh trima diri naz seadanya... dan naz harap dia leh sayang diri naz ni,seboleh yg mungkin..even dia ada abg or adk angkat pun,naz xda msalah..asalkan dia tau batas2nya,dan dia tahu yg dia milik sumone..bkn nk control,tp juz nk merperingati,tu je kan...sapa yg x jeles kan,bila org yg kita syg sndiri,lebihkan org len dari kita..kalo ppuan pun,msti jeles giler kan,tgok bf masing2 rapat gila dgn adk or kakak angkat,kan2..haa,cmtu la kami kaum adam rasa..kami pun ada perasaan gak..bkn suma laki player,ok...!! huu,membebel dh..haha...

hmm,ok la..smpai sini je kot..actually ada bnyak nk cite psal adk and abg2 angkat ni..tp biar dulu la..len kali naz smbung lagi k, insyaallah...so,jgn lupa komen2 yaaw..hehe,tata...daaa!!!

Dilema : antara Penang or KL

hmm,mcm mana nk start ni ek...ok2,cmni.. nape naz wat title cmtu..?? haa,ni nak story la ni,and kalo bole nk mintak pendapat skit.. hmm,cite dia camni... skrang ni kan naz still work as a part timer kat gsc gurney plaza tu.. and i've been there since february 2010.. its almost 9 months,and its a long period.. kalo org ngandung bulan 2 dulu,skrg dh branak dh pun,haha.. hmm,so after dis i'm gonna finish my practical at usm..so,pas praktikal,naz mmg xda keje dah..nak stay permanent kat usm,mmg susah la..lgpun environment dia mmg x best gile,hehe.. nak apply graphic designer kat tmpat len,lagi2 la susah..huh.. so dipendekkan cite,naz follow nasihat cinema manager gsc tu ( nasihat la sgt ) utk apply position Assistant Manager..hehe,bnyi mcm best kan..!! hmm,actually naz nk aplly full time crew je,tp dia kata naz rugi cmtu,coz naz ada diploma..haa,lebey kurang cmtu la.. so,stelah pikir cook2,hehe,naz pun apply la assistant..tp yg msalahnya skrg,100% position ni,kalo naz apply,xkan dpt di penang..!!!!!! bermakna,naz kena transfer la..and slalunya, transfer ke KL lee..aiyark,tu yg pening ni..dh la kat sana xda sapa2 yg kenal..mber2 pun x ramai..hmm,btul2 dilema...dgn gaji pun yg ckup2 makan,bole ke ku survive kat sana..??
ya Allah,engkau permudahkanlah urusan hamba mu ini...so kawan2,yg mana ada nasihat tu,tlg2 la share k..kalo ada pengalaman ke,haa bole la cite2 skit..really needs all your opinions..hmm :(

I'm back....!!!

hellooo everybody,hehe...waaa,long time no see aa...since my last post on august,huhu..kira2 dh 2 bulan lebih dh naz x update blog ni..pergh...sory ar,bz skit..huhu,bkn skit,bnyak kot..mcm2 hal la kena settle..dgn keje la,praktikal la..mcm2 ag la..hmm anyway,i'm back now..tp xtau la bape lama leh tahan ni,hahaha... tp xpe,alang2 dh buat comeback ni,naz try update bnyak2 k..actually ada bnyak bnda nk story,nk share ni...tp xtau nk start cmna..n also xtau mna 1 yg penting,hahaha...

apa2 pun,pada followers naz yg x seberapa ramai tu,thanks la ek coz asyik tnya naz bila nk update blog..haa,korang mmg sporting aa..xpe2 ni ku nk update dh ni..hehe,let cekedaout...